I don’t think I want another real relationship with anyone. Like people really broke me. Then it’s lies all around. Emotionally I can’t deal with it anymore.
The spiteful side of me wants to just string people along & rip them from the inside out, but that’s not that nice. But it might make me feel better. To really cut someone as deep as I’ve been cut.
Every guy I’ve even gave the time of day has done everything in their power to fuck me over. But it might also be me. I’m the common denominator in all situations. So there might be a club.